"You looked at me and smiled, said get ready to get wild..."

You know, it's kind of funny to think that a television program like One Tree Hill could provoke some sort of thought. Then again, I think I would still think about things the same way anyway. What was cool, was the fact that Missy Higgins song Scar was featured in an episode. That was nifty. But then, there is me, trying to find meaning in my life, somewhere - anywhere. And I just can't find it. There has got to be more to life than work, but right now it does not feel that way. Maybe this is what I deserve, my karmic justics for past misdoings or crapped up previous lives. I don't know, I just know I hate where I am at right now. There's no point to anything in my life. This isn't living, this is existing. I just wish I knew how to start living. Maybe I do, maybe I am afraid. I don't know anymore. I really just don't know. | Previous - Diaryland - Next