"You looked at me and smiled, said get ready to get wild..."

I have a headache and I am tired and I don't think I slept very well. Bron will never cease to amaze me, even when she's pissed off.... she doesn't say things she might regret and she didn't even hang up on me. Which brings me to me, I am such an emotional retard. Though at least this conversation was had: AJ: "I'm afraid you're gonna leave for greener pastures." Bron: "You know what they say about greener pastures don't you?" AJ: "No, what?" Bron: "The water bill is higher." This is why she's an amazing woman, she had every right to tell me to get fucked, she was busy really busy and I kept her on the phone for half an hour. She refused to hangup on me because it would have been rude. Frankly, I deserved to have been hung up on. But that's the past now and I know to dwell on it will only make things worse, I simply need to find better ways to deal with those moments I feel like I am in so many pieces. I went ten weeks without falling apart, now I've had two weeks of me being an ass, I will rectify it. Though I don't know how easy it will be. I just know she's worth it. | Previous - Diaryland - Next