"You looked at me and smiled, said get ready to get wild..."

I promised I would write another entry within two weeks and what do you know I am managing to do so. I spent the weekend in Launceston with my Sister and my friends. Friday night was me and rache hanging otu drinking, in which time I rang Rhi and spoke to her for about an hour and 15 minutes, I do believe she was quite amused with my total weirdness, at one stage the fireworks from the Launceston Show freaked me right out, thought there was a gunman coming our way - I was gonna hide under the bed and I just know Rhi was amused. Saturday morning I had breakfast at McDonalds before going along to the Launceston Show where I kept the kids busy for hours for Mum. I was roped into singing Come To My Window on the kareoke machine. Then Rachel and I went to see Alien Vs Predator before walking back to the showgrounds where I met up with Katie. Waited while she showered and changed then she came with me back to Rachel's where had a few drinks then we walked up to Ben's via the bottle shop and pizza store, once there we watched Resident Evil 2 that was good. Things started going downhill Sunday when after waiting for hours at Rachel's Iain finally rang to say he was gonna get me, he wanted to pick me up from the highway and I said I couldn't walk out to the highway with my blisters (from all the walking on Saturday). So I gave him directions to come get me and apparently he bitched too mum I was too lazy or something, so she bitched to Nan and when I rang her to tell her that I had blisters she still bvitched me out for some other reason I had no knowledge of and then when I told her she should have rang me then she hung up on me. Fuck her and fuck him. In the process of waiting for them I missed my chance to meet gooz and I really am not happy about that, cos I've looked forward to that... since I met gooz in the chat room. So bleh. Then I discover this morning that the Liberal Party will probably have control of the Senate, which means as a low income earning lesbian I am screwed. Melissa Etheridge has Breast Cancer. And I had this dream that Josephine totally doesn't like me much at all and we had this huge bitch fest int he dream which just reminded me Dad will always stand on her side and I'll never fit in. All in all... I do not want to live in AUstralia anymore and I don't want to be an Australian citizen anymore either. I am going to South Africa as soon as I can. Then I can be away from all of those who never wanted me in the first place and be with the one person who does see value in my existance. I hate Australia, this place is going down the shit heap. And it's the American's fault. There, done. | Previous - Diaryland - Next